She was walking on her terrace and scrolling her phone.
Oh, Gosh People are sharing their year summary crazily on Instagram and Facebook. For a minute she thought all these things are meaningless but for another second while she thought about her January 2022 to December 2022 it was a bit blessed and a roller coaster ride. So she has decided to note down her too. She had to write it down because She can't share it on 30-second reels.
Summary of December 2019 to 31st December 2022
In December 2019 she was a
stubborn girl who came to India for a few days with the thought that she will
go back to Dubai. Recently she started becoming comfortable with a new job and
it was helping her to come out of her Introvert shell. Her uncle was asking to apply and try for a Job in India, not permanently, but she was not listening
as it was on her mind that she would return to the country. December went quite
fast as she was trying to adjust in time
January she was busy preparing for her
cousin's marriage. Yes, she mentioned Cousins, earlier they were brothers to
her. but now it's a formal call once in a year and that's for Rakhi. This will take time to understand those who know what they meant to her but now it's completely different.
February again she was busy with the
marriage of her cousin. She was excited but slowly found out everyone's behavior changed
toward her. Earlier everyone was asking before doing anything but now she was
kind of a sideline. Money can change people's perceptions about you.
March COVID hit all over the world, and
with that, she got the news she could not fly to Dubai back as the company will
not provide a visa at the moment. She was trying to convince her dad but things
didn't work out. A girl who was walking in the streets of Dubai very freely
suddenly she was feeling like she was in a cage. She started noticing there is
a change in everyone's behavior.
People are reading motivational
books or any entrepreneur's life story but she always looks up to her Father.
Business wise he lost everything twice but in May 2020 again he was searching
for a job. At the age of 52, he was trying to learn the new concept of WORK
FROM HOME. He started doing that which he can never ever imagine. He was
working till 3 to 4 am and again at 7:00 am he will back to his work But she
still thought she will go back to Dubai.
In a MAY She
was still daydreaming. Her father was working till late and she was exploring
new things such as being a Life Coach, how to step ahead in the area of
Writing, and so on. In that process, she met Rushika Hathi. Who guided her on
how she can change direction and carrier as well. But still, it was hurting as
her Father was working day and night and still he is.
One fine night she got angry to see her father struggling and working till late and as soon as she woke up posted about Job Searching on LinkedIn on June
19th and she got a job on 20th June 2020. When she got to know about
salary, in Dubai watchman or sweeper will earn more than her but something is
better than nothing. June is a kind of life-changing for her she will Describe
it more when time permits.
July again another reality hit and her mother
needs to get her leg surgery as she was having problems in walking. The whole of
July month she was wondering here and there to do many reports she was managing
along with her Full-time Job.
In August
surgery was successfully done but now what had happened she was not
prepared for it, especially her father. Someone from a family member told her father
early in the morning between 7:15 to 7:30 she still remembers that time, and yes
so, the family member told her father to Go out of his own home. A man who was
earning for his family for the past 20 years and suddenly someone told him like
this. Her brother and She were standing with his father against all & her
mother was unconscious in a bed as she recently back from the hospital. Her
father became a piece of old furniture in a home everyone started ignoring and they
did him a complete sideline. Still, while she is writing, getting goosebumps and
tears.
In September 2020 they shifted to another apartment on
rent they left home with 3 suitcases of clothes and some household things. Till
today her father is visiting his old home but that’s just for the sake of his
parents.
Anyway,
today 31st December 2022 I would like to convey, No I didn’t skip the
counts of months but after that, she doesn’t know any date, month, or year. She
was involved so much in work that she skipped looking at the day, month or year went
through a sleepless night, had depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and so on. Her
parents thought their girl is the happiest in the world because there is always
a smile on her face. But she became over
thinker which no one can imagine.
It's 11:21 PM on 31st December 2022.
The whole world is getting ready to watch firecrackers in different parts of the world and I am Editing my blog in between my work. Feeling Proud on myself
These
past three years taught me the biggest lesson ever TIME IS the BEST TEACHER & IT CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING. Your bad time will show you who is your real companion. We , 4 a Parent,
Brother & I together we worked as a Team and we are still working. My Mom was
a silent sacrificer who stick us around and kept us grounded. And now if someone
says 2+2=5 I will say you are absolutely right bro. No Argument!!!
We lost some precious relationships in the lake of communication but as dad is saying when you tried everything from your side, & nothing worked out then keep that in one box and handover to god he will open it when the right time arrives.
She smiled, laughed, cried, and became wise and stronger than ever. Lost many things and People but gained a lot of lessons.
Message
to my DAD: One bad
chapter doesn’t define your whole story. When the whole world will be against
you, your daughter will be there by holding your hand.
Message
to My Mom: Be selfish for
yourself, and Live your life fullest.
Message
to My Brother: You have
always got my back, I will be there for you
Message
to myself: Don't forget you are GOD'S FAVOURITE CHILD.
For 2023 her only wish is to be Mentally happy …
(imagine this is just a summary , how it is as a full story )
- Ms. Thanki
Gods Favourite child
સદાય મોજમાં રહો, પોતાના માટે રમો અને ભમો. ઈશ્વરની બહુ મોટી મહેર છે કે આપણને શ્વાસ આપ્યો છે.
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